Truths of Life

1. I think part of a best friend's job should be to immediately clear your computer history if you die.
2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong.
3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger.
4. There is great need for a sarcasm font.
5. How the heck are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet?
6. Was learning cursive really necessary?
7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on #5. I'm prettysure I know how to get out of my neighborhood.
8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died.
9. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired.
10. Bad decisions make good stories.
11. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the rest of the day.
12. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blue Ray? I don't want to have to restart my collection...again.
13. I'm always slightly terrified when I exit out of Word and it asks me if I want to save any changes to my ten-page research paper that I swear I did not make any changes to.
14. "Do not machine wash or tumble dry" means I will never wash this - ever.
15. I hate when I just miss a call by the last ring (Hello? Hello? Dang it!), but when I immediately call back, it rings nine times and goes to voicemail. What did you do after I didn't answer? Drop the phone and runaway?
16. I hate leaving my house confident and looking good and then not seeing anyone of importance the entire day. What a waste.
17. I keep some people's phone numbers in my phone just so I know not to answer when they call.
18. I think the freezer deserves a light as well.
19. Sometimes, I'll watch a movie that I watched when I was younger and suddenly realize I had no idea what the heck was going on when I first saw it.
20. I would rather try to carry 10 plastic grocery bags in each hand than take 2 trips to bring my groceries in.
21. The only time I look forward to a red light is when I'm trying to finish a text.
22. I have a hard time deciphering the fine line between boredom and hunger.
23. How many times is it appropriate to say "What?" before you just nod and smile because you still didn't hear or understand a word they said?
24. I love the sense of camaraderie when an entire line of cars team up to prevent an ass from cutting in at the front. Stay strong, brothers and sisters!
25. Shirts get dirty. Underwear gets dirty. Pants? Pants never get dirty, and you can wear them forever.
26. There's no worse feeling than that millisecond you're sure you are going to die after leaning your chair back a little too far..
27. Sometimes I'll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is.
28. Even under ideal conditions people have trouble locating their car keys in a pocket, finding their cell phone, and Pinning the Tail on the Donkey - but I'd bet my behind everyone can find and push the snooze button from 3 feet away, in about 1.7 seconds, eyes closed, first time, every time!

50 Tyson

I am not sure why this kid makes me so happy.

But he does....

A+ for effort hahahaa.

Love is what I got.

Back to PROVO.

In the days of fabulous fall

Where rain storms are frequent & exciting :]

AND us orientation leaders have Monday meetings... Strictly business, of course. Can you tell?

NOTICE my root-free hair??

:]

There is No place like home.

A trip home was definitely the medicine i needed.

I got to hang out with my Best Bud forevaaaa LAUREN. Totes awk but fun ;] it was sooooo REFRESHING

I ran so hard with my brother i couldn't move... in a good way haha. Forgive my roots... I did get those taken care of!

"IT is better to have loved & lost than live with the psycho for the rest of your life."

hahahaha, AMEN!!!

Stand Still.

My entire life I have been looking forward to this point in life.

High school was good for what it was but I felt very clasterphobic like I couldn't grow or blossom into something bigger than what i was. I guess what I'm trying to say is

the opportunities were limited

anyways, initially college was everything I wanted it to be ... initially.

Lately, it's just be sooo...

Hard.

All I want to do is be the best person I can be & the person Heavenly Father wants me to be

but I am at a stand still & i've been here for a while,

I don't know what I am doing wrong either.

The world is rushing past me & I am watching it run away.

One of the things that is hard is getting close to be people or friends but eventually all those people get married, or the ones that I know do haha. But it's not even that- it's the fact that everyone is moving on, they are growing... going somewhere, making something of this time in life & I'm not. I feel like i'm trying but not moving anywhere. It literally feels like I'm standing in the middle of a freeway & all the cars passing by are people in my life. It's just hard... I'm doing the best I can. And I need to be more grateful because I do have a lot to be grateful for. I just can't help but wonder

What am I doing here?

Am I even moving towards the right thing?

Am I moving at all?

I miss my home

My mom

My friends that make me laugh till my abs hurt & love me unconditionally

I miss a lot of things about my life

I haven't been home in 5 months... & I'm going tonight

I will get to spend exactly 48 hours in Henderson & then leave again for another month

Not enough time for me....

There is a lesson to be learned here

I just haven't figured it out yet

Last night I hung out with B.O.B.

Last Night:

B.O.B, Jason Derulo, Iyaz, & Auburn had a concert at UVU

I didn't go because I didn't get tickets

but at like midnight when I was all ready for bed, my friend Lindsay said she was going to an after part with B.O.B. I was like what???

Well, she picked me up with my friend Andrea and Cassidy.

Turns out Cassidy got on stage and made some friends haha.

She is really outgoing ... PLUS she told everyone it was her 21st birthday

That wasn't exactly the truth haha.

ANYWAYS

B.O.B was at a bar on center street in Provo so Cassidy got a fake ID and got in & talked to him... she also talked to a few other people and found out where the after party was.

We meet up with B.O.B & his crew at the Marriot in Provo

and we get ready to leave for Larry King's house in Mapleton

there was about a line of 10 cars.

And keep in mind B.O.B was just chillin outside walking around by us. SUPER COOL!

We drive to Mapleton & they decide it is too far of a drive. Basically we end up chillin at the Marriot till 3:15am with all them. The whole night I was freaking out like is this real??? IT was soo awesome!

I woke this morning dead tired & thought was that a dream??

NOPE!

We definitely hung out with B.O.B last night

The guitar player Kyle

Audio producer for concerts Richard

Opening act Playboy Trey... He was pretty funny & promised to get us into the concert in Vegas on Friday... IF I CAN GO! ahhh.

In the car on our way.

p.s. We don't have any pictures with B.O.B because he had been drinking and said he couldn't take pictures. Makes sense i guess.

p.s.s. I woke up sick this morning & slept through all my classes. It was well worth it though.

AND in case no one knows who B.O.B is here are some of his famous songs.

ENJOY!

oh, hey... um... i am meagan.

Life is how do you say.... BOMB. In the best way possible.

AS OF LATE:

-Right as we speak there is an Iceberg truck in front of my work giving away shakes... Do you know how much I love them??? WELL I DO!!! But I am passing this opportunity up. Goodbye dear shake... My handles LOVE you.

-I ran 3 miles with my bro this morning... I'm sore already. ROCK ON.

-I am listening to Britney Spears "toxic"

-I went on a fun date this week, El Salvadorian food is actually delish :]

-Last night I hung out with Alexandria: sushi, Disturbia, night drive, talks. It was really fun. AND she did my nails (zebra style) she really should have her own nail salon.

LOOKING FORWARD TO:

- The B.O.B, Iyaz, Jason Derulo (hot), & Auburn concert on Tuesday that I have floor tickets to

-Fall break so I AM COMING HOME Friday night.

-Laura's wedding on Friday ( I am looking forward to the day when I am married & we can be friends again) :]

-Getting my hair did.

DREADING:

-Cleaning checks

-SCHOOL :[ I'm doing well in all classes BUT Philosophy. Darn.

Well that is all...

p.s. I really love my roomie Melissa. Hope you enjoyed our pics!!

The Presidential Fall Ball

Oxygen.

Hey,

Want to know why this post is titled Oxygen?

Cause that is the song that is playing quietly through my headphones.

(by Colbie Callait)

Wait, actually now I'm listening to the blower's daughter by Damien Rice.

GOSH, i love music... so much.

it feels like dancing. that is why i love both SO much. It's the only way i can express the emotions that seem bigger than even myself.

ANYWAYS, first things first. Tonight was the Presidential Fall Ball at UVU. The dress i borrowed work out great & I felt very pretty. That is how my hair was done in that pic (above). The huge bun on my head is the fake extentions I put in my hair... sweeett :] The Ball was awkward at first because I went with my friend Amanda and people we knew were either not there yet or with dates. The ball was BEAUTIFUL though, full of tons & tons of tasty treats. I did not over indulge though, go me! After an hour of students talking to Pres Holland & his SUPER GORGEOUS wife who looks like she hasn't aged at all (btw)... the dance began.

The ballroom team preformed and that's what really got me. It was the most beautiful waltz i've ever seen and the music was so magical. A double hit towards me. I REALLY miss dancing. I just don't know how to when I don't have the money :[ But I enjoyed watching them sooo much. I wish i had been doing ballroom my whole life so I could have been on their team dancing that dance. I imagined i was :] Then Miss UVU danced & I am sort of glad I'm not doing the competition. I don't think it's for me... but we'll see about next year. After Pres. Holland & his wife had the first dance the real dance party began with fast songs. I really had fun! I danced with a lot of friends, & i gotta say there are a lot of good people in UVUSA. :] My feet are still throbbing from the 5 inch heels I wore... NO JOKE! I will post pics later! So I danced the night away & even got a few guy friends to dance with me on the slow songs.

All I want right now is to curl up on the couch in my fav socks & a good book

2 outta 3 isn't bad, right? :]

Anyone know any good books out?

It was overcast & chilly today... It was PERFECT!

If I haven't said it before I LOOOOVVEEE fall. And I love this semester.

Holidays every month.

So that was my fabulous Cinderella-like night

kinda... sorta... haha.

AND I'm home well before midnight.

Goodnight moon.

It was the best of times... it was the worst of times

The best of times:

the day i died by a wolverine attack

On the way to Park City Saturday night with the girls

couples... :/

oh the adventures we had...

we got sushi

& played with fire

we took cute pics

& for Conference weekend I made my mom's famous cinnamon pull aparts... I was pretty proud :]

The worst of times:

This is so dumb because there are tons of people in the world with serious problems but tonight at UVU there is this thing called a Presidential Ball where students can go meet President Holland & advisors and what not. As part of the dance committee I have to go and help set up. ANYWAYS, I was planning on wearing my graduation dress right? Welp last night I tried it on... and... IT DIDN'T FIT!!!! It was tragic, so I immediately called my mom and cried my eyes out. Such a sad day... My roomie Melissa had her friend Emily over and they heard me so they came in and Emily said she had tons of dresses I could wear... So being the kind kind soul that Emily is she leant me one of her pretty dresses... I'm still soooo disappointed in myself but it was a good wake up call. I'm so embarrassed of myself but my mom said it happens to everyone when they first go away... that SORT OF helped. I'm ready to do something about it though, I wish I could hide out until I lose weight but I can't so that sucks. However, I do have a pretty dress to wear tonight & i really want to look pretty so I will take lots of pics & continue living my life. UGGGHHHH. Horrible I tell you.

On the bright side: It is overcast & rainy which i LOVE. & it's fall weather, MY FAVORITE :]