A few things .

soooo i'm white.

not just like normal white, i'm UTAH WINTER white.

it makes me sooo sad.

this summer i can probably count the amount of time i layed out on one hand.

THIS would never happen back home in VEGAS. ohhh i miss home.

so the moral of the story is that any color i built up over summer

has & is quickly diminishing.

SO me & Melissa decided that we will buy tanning passes asap.

which basically means as soon as i get paid, cause i . am. POOR.

supporting yourself it hard but thankfully after i pay tuition & get paid i can start building my savings... all over again, yay. :[

Besides the stress of money & life:

Getting the Giant Steps service program together.

Planning the next dance with the dance committee

(Inaugural Ball which i need a date for bytheway. ah)

classes.

Department Rep for Elementary Ed (so advertising for the speaker that is coming to campus)

trying to be social haha.

life is so crazy.

but i have got to appreciate everything i have

and all the people i meet in the process

i have a lot of things to be happy about:

like for example my fabulous roommate Melissa

who i have a lot of fun & crazy times with

like last night

when we were laughing uncontrollably over NOTHING

& i cried because i was laughing so hard.

sometimes you just have to laugh about life

We have a lot in common.

Like looking forward to our future.

& what we hope for...

she has a lot of good advice that i've really needed lately.

it's nice coming home to a friend who has got your back & will tell you the truth.

& you can spill your guts to

like last night

ME: i just don't understand why some people that hurt you so much just move on with their lives & have no troubles at all. They just have a happy life full of blessings.

Melissa: Well, first of all you don't always know what they are struggling with

Me: true

Melissa: And also there is a difference between being blessed & moving on. Like those people will move on & on & on but that doesn't mean they are being blessed. Meagan, when you move on IT WILL be a blessing because he will be amazing & you are just preparing for that.

that stood out to me sooo much. and turned my attitude quickly around. i think she was prompted to say that to me because i can understand Heavenly Father's big picture so much better now. and the difference between someone else getting what you want & you actually getting it later on 1,000 times better. and it is way more lasting & better then.

another day & another lesson.

now for a long weekend of work & play :]

sweet.