who are you not to be?

there are some days where i feel very insignificant

& most days i battle self doubt on & off

each day when something in my head or someone tells me what i can't do

who i can't be

i fight it off

i battle with that because it is 100 percent NOT TRUE.

as goes for EVERYONE.

our biggest critics are ourselves & that statement is factual in my life.

HOWEVER,

i believe with my entire heart we all have the potential to be greater than we ever imagined

"it is not our darkness that scares us the most it is our light. We are afraid that we could be more powerful than we imagined. Sometimes we say who am I to be beautiful, wonderful, and smart. WHO ARE YOU NOT TO BE???"

this constant thought or fear of failure is a battle but it's one worth fighting...

especially in this time of my life where i am considering alll my options

alll my possibilities & the great things i want to accomplish

which is scary because once it is in my head... it won't leave & then it might mean...

I ACTUALLY HAVE TO DO IT!

scary thought haha.

but i've created a list of goals or things i want to accomplish this summer/ over my lifetime

it made me feel so happy to write this all down & consider my options

& i some of them have already begun to happen

& then the more i realized i can actually do some of these crazy things.

like,

compete in Miss UVU.

or create my own pottery on a pottery wheel

it feels good to know i can accomplish things and have more passions

BE a BETTER ME.

I hope this summer is full of accomplishments & hope.

hope for my possibilities

happiness for the things i conquer

as for now i smile because every little part of the day is great.

even just the sun shining :]

HELLO, my name is meagan & i am alive.