update!

well hello there stranger.

i suppose i am the stranger since i have been MIA for 3 weeks.

let's see the biggest news in my life right now is that i decided i was going to compete in the Miss UVU competition in October. Just about the time i decided to do it i

lost my mind.

seriously i got 10 times busier automatically and put 10 times more pressure on myself

the biggest thing is getting shape which stressed me out so badly i have had 2 breakdowns in the past week.

today i am in recovery haha

but it is something i want to do so badly. i need to do this & prove to myself i can.

anyways....

i've also just been working like crazy because a receptionist went out of town.

but tomorrow is the first day of an actual orientation & i'm sooooo stoked!!!

i love love love being an orientation leader.

maybe because i love the people i work with?? ALOT!

i also squeezed in a photo shoot in the minimal time i have in a day.

it was the first engagement session i have done & it was pretty fun!

here is 1 pic..

this is one of like 200 i took so hope ya like it!

i do love taking pictures! so that's pretty cool haha.

ah i'm tired sorry if i ramble or don't make sense

whatever.

oh ya so if you haven't seen me lately this nice pic above is what i look like now (post-losing my mind) yaaa.....

and at work (pre-losing my mind)

haha jk that was like 10 minutes ago but i like taking not cute pics so let's pretend i look like

that ugly pic above! k? sweet thanks!

uhh....

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i have issues.

& roommate drama

one is moving out.

my response to that i ok haha. i don't really care & the drama has nothing to do with me soooo whattevverrrrr

um what else...

i'm giving a talk on sunday

i kinda don't care either, i think because i have a billion other things to do

like finish a paper. i already finished that though. school officially ends tomorrow

YAHOO!!!!!!!

which reminds me i have to learn a song to sing in church also hmmm..

ok vent time:

the only thing that bugs me more than being stressed is people that get mad at me for being busy and not making time for them which makes me more stressed. when i am stressed i push people away so if i cannot speak with you for a while chill OUT! gosh. the more you try to more i will push you away. if i have time we will hang out ok? k good thanks for your time.

end rant.

so my mom is coming this next week so that is pretty sweet!! :]

welp, i don't think i have much more to say besides

i'm obsessed with the new show PRETTY LITTLE LIARS.

it's really really fabulous!

check it out.

adios.