"When you find someone- you invite them through the doorways of your soul. You are standing on holy ground. you better be worthy to be there."
-Elder Hafen
Firstly,
what could be better than sunny skies & budding trees?
warm weather & green grass?
flowers & the whole world reawakening?
smiles??
i'm not sure much else is better than SPRING!!!
Growing flowers is enough to make me smile...
the world is magical
1 year ago today... or technically yesterday the 17th.. Lindsay Bennett passed away from being hit head on by a drunk driver going the opposite way on the freeway... it was 3 days before her 19th birthday. She was my dance team captain. She changed all of our lives.
"follow your bliss"
we miss you ♥
i guess at some point we all end up as satellite hearts,
it's not something we choose or expect,
it's not something we look forward to or anticipate...
it's something we have to FEEL.
i don't know if it ever gets easier after the first time your heart has been swept away & shattered.... i sure hope it does!
on a less dramatic note...
i hate to see a friend feeling a slightly less intense version of this story.
i don't want to see her cry because a trust was betrayed by a friend.
it is not ok to misuse someone in any way.
a man should be a gentlemen & hold great respect and kindness for women.
if you do not... you are not worth knowing
any human being deserves the decency of some level of respect.
women are fragile & delicate.
but we will open our hearts fearlessly and let you in.
we will brave the fear because we have the capacity to love in an extraordinary measure.
do NOT betray this.
i am a loyal friend... do NOT hurt my friends.
you WILL hear from me.
i would like to think of myself as an understanding, kind person
but that does not consist of being a doormat.
i will be honest with you if you have done something to hurt me or my friends...
i don't see a point in not explaining yourself,
it does not have to be rude or degrading to anyone. it can be rationally talked about.
i am very protective about my friends and family.
& i supposed i get this trait from my sister...
if you know what is good for you... don't hurt me.
you should be afraid for your life if you do...
there are too many 2nd class boys out there,
there needs to be more 1st class men .
so if you are a jerk, player, or just plain stupid boy...
there is nothing special about you because there are a billion of you out there.
do you not understand the significance of a woman?
you are only half a man until one of us comes a long.
i guess it just sucks to be close friends with someone who is a member of your close knit group of friends.. you hold high respect for these boys and look up to them.
i guess there are always those people that turn out to be nothing like they say they are.
& i guess you learn this as time goes on.
& i GUESS this is apart of life...
life changes, and it changes you
but grow wherever it takes you :]
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