Thursday, March 18, 2010

sleeplessness....

us girls at the last Miss Dance Drill Team Comp. 1 year ago



it is one of those sleepless nights.
on one hand it is a good night to be back home in my old room
i got to hang out with my family tonight.
i miss them so much!
every time i come home my little brother gets bigger!




so my spring break begins! this year it includes a weekend with my best friends in laguna beach "chaperoning" our old dance teams dance competition. i'm so stoked. i love these girls with all my heart! ♥

i'll admit i am a bit bummed i don't get to spend time with my family...

there is something bothering me that may be the culprit behind the lack of sleep. i don't really want to talk about it but i think it has to do with the recent try & failure of goals i set for myself. one goal in particular. hmmm.... the worst part about it is that it's not a quick fix problem. i need patience and most importantly perseverance... & i'm a tad impatient! haha. i suppose there is nothing i can do about it tonight so i should stop worrying about it.

i'm a worry wart... i worry a lot about lots of things... but one thing i always remind myself of is "will this matter when i'm on my death bed" usually the answer is no so it gets me to forget about the petty problems of everyday life & enjoy more smiles and sunshine!

welp, here i go a little bit defeated by the day.
but ready to wake up & enjoy what tomorrow may bring!
don't forget to look around & enjoy life ♥


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