melodies ♥

i wish i had a permanent ipod in my head that could play all of these amazing songs that fit so perfectly into life!
well, for starters i found another song that i llooovveeee by kelly clarkson... so of course i'll share the lyrics with you.
2nd... i had such an amazing weekend that began at 11pm on a friday night when a bunch of my friends and i got bored and decided to take a road trip down to vegas!
3rd... this next weekend ... starting on thursday around 730 pm will beat all other weekends i've had in my entire life!

1st:

"if anyone asks, i'll tell them we both just moved on.
when people all stare i'll pretend i don't hear them talk...
whenever i see you i swallow my pride & bite my tongue.
& pretend that i'm ok with it all
act like there is nothing wrong.

is it over yet?
can i open my eyes?
is this as hard as it gets?
is this what it's like to really CRY?

if anyone asks i'll tell them we just grew apart.
what do i care if they believe me or not..
whenever i feel your memory is BREAKiNG my heart..
i'll pretend i'm ok with it all
act like there is nothing wrong.

is it over yet?
can i open my eyes?
is this as hard as it gets?
is this what it feels like to really cry?

i'm talking in circles
i'm lying, they know it.
why won't this all just go away...

is this what it feels like to really cry?"


a masterpiece if you ask me! but i say that about most songs that inspire me...
i just get it all out in music so i can move on in other places in my life,
which has been very effective really!
basically i won't talk about this very much so the bottom line is
i'm going to be great!
and that's what i'm working up to! :]
LiFE iS FABULOUS!

so 2ndly
my spontaneous trip to vegas this weekend was a blast & i can't even describe how much fun we all had!
some pictures are posted above!

ok, & 3rdly...
MY BROTHER COMES HOME FROM HIS MISSION IN LESS THAN 48 HOURS!!!!!!!!!!
i'm going home in 1 day to be there when he comes home!
i'm so soooooo stoked.
he's definitely going to be my best friend... i already decided so hopefully he agrees!
haha he's already such an example to me, & he's been such a blessing to my family
he is definitely my hero!

missionaries are super hard to send off but then they come home & it's amazing :]

i cannot wait life is so amazing!!