WOW. it's been a long time!!

i have not written in so long!

do i have a good reason?

not really.

am i being lazy?

maybe...

am i writing right now because i'm at school with an hour before class and am bored OUT OF MY MIND!!!???

yes.

sooooo this has been a really great month.

i'm so happy about my life :]

thanks to jayden i learn something new everyday

mostly about myself, but a lot of times about life.

jayden is my boyfriend & he makes me happy!

so anywho,

guess what???

ITS SNOWING TODAY!!!

this is what i said to lexie today:

"lexie, what we experience this winter, starting today, will change us for the rest of our lives. we will be new people after this winter. this is entirely new for us."

yup & that's a true statement!

so, lately i've been thinking a lot about the future.

things i need to learn... talents i need to get better at... what the heck i want to do with the rest of my life!

seriously, it's so confusing!

here's the thing, i know i can do anything i set my mind to, so it's really hard when my mind doesn't know what it wants to do!

um halloween is this weekend and i'm super excited!

i have a handful of options of what to be but i can't spoil any of them cause then it won't be a surprise on halloween!!! i'll post a picture of the final product though :]

tomorrow in dance it's 80's day so i get to dress up in 80's clothes allll dayyyy!!!

college is sooo much better than high school.

for all those who feel like they have so much more potential in life, and feel stuck in high school & can't wait to get out.

trust me.

you can

you will

& it IS SO much better.

i do miss my family tons.

but i'm going back in a week & a half cause my brother's mission companion that is actually from vegas is coming home in 2 days actually!

my brother comes home in 2 months & 24 days.

not that i'm counting :]

haha k let's be real (lexie language) IM SO STOKED!!!

i could talk about him coming home all day if i could & if people wouldn't get bugged.

haha.

so overall, i'd have to say i love life... ALOT.

& i'll write more often.

or try to.

i could definitely benefit from writing down the many thoughts that go through my head.

LAUREN FETTO IS VISITING ME IN 2 DAYS AND ITS LIKE THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!! I LOVE HER SO MUCHH!!!!

now just bring talia, kayla & sarah up here too, & it'd be complete :]

p.s. i quit my job haha i lasted a month. so i need to find a new one, preferably not mornings.

p.s. ummmm have a GREAT day!